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===================================================================== WOUNDED GUNDAM WING poetry by Komadori-chan MD ===================================================================== Email: kchan_md@yahoo.com Archive: http://freewebz.com/disillusionment/ Disclaimer: Gundam Wing is exclusive property of Published: ------------------------------------------------- I've
seen the tortured depths of your secret world… Reflected
in your weary eyes All
the pain you chose to hide away from everyone Blazed
before me like a fire In
that one time-frozen moment When
all you held onto was stripped away And
you broke down in my arms And
cried… I
never expected to find so much suffering Or
so much feeling inside of you… You,
who had always been the strongest of us You,
who had seemed invincible And
it tore at me so much to see you hurting like that I
wanted so badly to ease away the anguish in your heart, To
hold you until the storm within you abated To
let you know everything would be all right… But
even then, you tried to push me away Even
when you saw the light of realization shining in my face Until
then, I never imagined there was so much more to you But
for the first time, You
became real to me and I finally understood you And
it was then that I realized that you were just like me… You,
too, were fallible and vulnerable You
weren't as closed off from the world as you wanted to be …
And it scared you… You
didn't want to have to risk yourself …
And be wounded… In
a sense far worse than anything physical …
But you were… So
you hid behind an obsidian mask of stoic indifference Pretending
to be numb And
shied away from me much like everyone else… You
tried so hard to make that distance, knowing still it was in vain For
unlike everyone else, I did get to see behind that mask And
I say in all sincerity that I don't mind That
you aren't perfect In
fact, for what I saw through that saddened haze of tears That
night you opened up to me… When
I looked into your grief-stricken eyes And
straight down into your soul It
was then that I realized that… …I
love you… |