watching from this distance,
u put us both here,
youve drawn a line,
and all along, u think you know me,
but u keep yourself so far back, u torture me, u twist my soul, u make me sick,
but yet i love u so, and all u can do is;
stand from that distance and watch me,
laughing as im
there in pain, the tears in my eyes,
u said u loved me, and
never ment a word;
we go head to head, charging at each other,
this whole time im thinking,
if only u knew how much i cared,
but all that runs through your mind is
winning,
you dont back down, you charge head on,
you knock me down, my world spins;
i dont know, who i love, i dont even know if i care,
all i know, is u stand there, looking down on me, and you laugh;
u treat me like ur toy, like im not there;
u torture me and spin me around.
and all i ask is; why dont you care?
i guess somethings,
just cant be changed;
but you cant see through that,
you cant see the real me,
youre so blind, you dont know;
why does it matter,
we go head to head again,
this time i cant let you win,
what will you do if you loose?
we get there, ready for attack,
all i can see is the memories,
screaming in my head...
i fall to the floor, not even giving the fight a chance,
i stare into the floor, seeing through it all,
seeing to this real world,
that has disguised itself so well,
this world of hate, anger, and blindness.
I look up from this spot on the ground.
I see you crying, see that you really cared,
But i cant take this, i cant do this!
Even through this all,
I will still always love you.